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Saturday, April 15, 2006 Will euu hold on to miie forever?
Haiz... Sianz... Dunno... Juz feel very SIANZ.... Argh!!!!!!!!!!! Bu zhi dao lah... No Mood... Why?! I dunno.... Juz feel very vexed... Bu dong... I need a break... Haiz... Sometimes i can feel euu love miie... But sometimes i can't... Maybe it's true we're drifting apart... Accept it or not, it's true... Compare to the past... It's juz different isn't it? In the past euu will come down to moii place here and meet miie... Now no more le... Last time euu dun let miie go home alone de... Now no more le... Last time euu will always wan to see miie... Now no more le... Wo bu zhi dao... Maybe euu may think is i over-sensitive bah... But watever.. Tat's wat i really feel... Euu may be unhappy with miie for being like this... But wat i say is wat i feel... Wat i feel will euu ever understand?? Coreen may always tell miie, "he so sweet", "very sweet leh"... Maybe it's true... Euu can be sweet at times...But at times euu do neglect how i feel too... Dunno... Seems like i'm complaining... But i'm not... Juz stating how i feel only... When moii phone "beeps" and i saw euur msg i'll feel very happy... But everytime when moii phone "beeps" but the sender was not euu i feel a bit disappointed... Maybe it really got to a point tat i really cannot live without euu by moii side for a single sec... I dunno... How long will we last? I dunno... Will we ever part again? I dunno... The future is really to far away for miie to noe... Sunday euu booking in le... I dunno when den i can get to see euu again.. Wo bu zhi dao... Juz feel tired... Maybe euu are tired too?? Sometimes can sense tat euu are tired of miie.. Tired abt moii bo liao-ness.. Tired abt moii freaking attitude... Maybe the starting of us is wrong? Cause i'm afraid of losing euu.. If we didn't start den i won't be afraid of losing euu... Euu may promise miie saying tat i won't lose euu... But i still afraid... Fear of empty promises... Cause i've got tons of them in the past... I dun wan anymore of them... On surface Hong Wee might be treating Coreen not nice... But on the other side Hong Wee really treats Coreen very well... Not saying euu not treating miie well... I dunno wat am i talking abt too... Juz.... Haiz... Sometimes i really wish i could control moii feelings for euu... So tat i wouldn't rely so much on euu.. Cause i dun wan to fall and hurt moii self badly again... If i fall again will euu be there to help miie up again? Or will euu hold on to miie and nv let miie fall??
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